Phir Se Ud Chala

I flew up again,

I have flown and left the world below, now I am all yours,
now people are miles away and all the valleys are away..

AGAIN some cloud, filled with smoke (steam), comes to touch
but some cloud might get my body wet, it never happens..


I never stopped at any scenery,
I never met even myself,
I have this complaint but I am not angry,
all cities are same, villages same,
people are same and same names..



I flew up again,
these earth-like dreams, however much you dust them from eyelids,
they come back..
So many dreams, how should I say I have-
broken, left, and why..
Now why are they stirring again..

sometimes from branch to branch, sometimes leaf to leaf,
with me, it goes, in pain,
sometimes desert, sometimes rainy season,
why should I become Raavan (villain) bearing with so much trouble,
sometimes from branch to branch, sometimes leaf to leaf,
sometimes day is night and sometimes day is day..
what is truth and what is a mirage, oh God..

Here and there, scattered,
who knows may be wind takes me in your direction,
your memories draw me,
draw me in your direction..



I fly in colorful illusions..
I keep flying in colorful illusions..

Listen to this song COVERED by me

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VrhD2k0vjQs

The Mp3 is also available, you can download it from the link below-->

http://www.reverbnation.com/play_now/song_11342724

PAIN..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YfedQbvZv3A

Ya ya ya.. Ya ya ya ye hmm..
Ya ya ya ye hm.. (Ya ya ya..)
O yay ye (O Yay ye..)
Ya ya ya ya.. (Ya ya ya ya..)
O o o .. (O o o ..)
O o o o.. (O o o o..)

Jo bhi main kehna chahoon
Barbaad karen alfaaz mere
Alfaaz mere

Whatever I want to say,
it's ruined by my words..
my words..

O ya ye..
Ya ya ya ye...

jhal jhal jhal re jhal..

Kabhi mujhe lage ki jaise
Saara hi ye jahaan hai jaadu
Jo hai bhi aur nahi bhi hai ye
Fiza, Ghata, Hawa, Baharein
Mujhe kare ishaare ye
Kaise kahoon
Kahani main inki

sometimes I feel that
the whole world is a magic,
which is there and not even there,
these wind, clouds, air, and springs..
They signal to me,
how do I say
their story..

Jo bhi main kehna chahoon
Barbaad karen alfaaz mere
Alfaaz mere

O ya ye..
O ya ya ye..

Maine yehi socha hai aksar
tu bhi main bhi sabhi hain sheeshe
khud hi ko hum sabhi mein dekhen
nahi hoon main hoon main to phir bhi
sahi galat tumhara main
mujhe paana paana hai tumko

I have often thought,
that you, me, all of us are mirrors,
we see only ourselves in all,
I am not there still I am..
right, wrong, yours me,
I have to get.. get you..

Jo bhi main kehna chahoon
Barbaad kare alfaaz mere
Alfaaz mere..

You Can download it from--> http://www.reverbnation.com/play_now/11200243

Forever yours..

No matter what she does, no matter what she doesn’t do.

I know she’s mine. And she loves me more than anyone else ever could.


She watches out for me, takes care of me, and nurtures me when even I don’t need her.

She backs me whenever I do anything, and she forgives me a million times.


I owe it to her.

Our relation’s just like any other except for one fact.

We fight, we argue, we laugh, we talk, we abuse, we work together, we cry, we bitch and we appreciate... Just like others…


But we never let go.


I stick to her, and she stands by me all the friggin’ time.

Yeah, we have our share of tiffs where I ask her to keep off, calling her names and telling her she’s just not-good-enough and I’m better off without her. That I don’t need her, and I would manage on my own, thank you very much.

She doesn’t sulk, she doesn’t justify or shout back. She just smiles.


And I say, “Grrr… why don’t you just FO…?!” and walk away.


A couple of days later, I find myself back in her arms.

She doesn’t call me, I don’t ask to be called. It just happens. I turn to her, and she quietly embraces me as if we’d always been that way. With the same smile on her face that I’d seen when I left.

Funny how her smiles appear to mock at times and convey strength on other occasions.


Really, I’m a fool to even judge her intentions.

She’s ALWAYS right.


And the craziest bit is, even if she seems to be wrong, situations modify themselves to prove her right! She can make miracles happen... and you can do nothing to stop what she bids...

Some conspiracy, I tell you. I don’t know how she does it.


Even if I cajole or fight back, she doesn’t do anything that would prove difficult or critical for me, either immediately or in the long run. She’s got a keen eye for detail and she can see far ahead than the most reliable prophet. Even if it means she’ll have to put up with my hatred and sorrow and anger, she still does what is right for me, not just going by what I want.


“Thank you” and “sorry” are words that I sometimes utter, but I know she doesn’t need to hear them. My feelings matter to her, but not at the cost of my well-being. Her dedication and loyalty to me are extraordinary.

Call it faith, call it being stupid.


can’t say our relation is invisible; I can sense it, and so can others who care to look.


It’s beautiful, this thing we have.


I don’t know what I’d do without her.


Really.

And having known her so long, and so well, there’s no way we’re ever gonna part.

Come what may.

I love you


Yours forever..

Jan Lokpal

Those who don't know anything about JanLokpal Bill. Read it.

The Jan Lokpal Bill is a draft anti-corruption bill drawn up by prominent civil society activists seeking the appointment of a Jan Lokpal, an independent body that would investigate corruption cases, complete the investigation within a year and envisages trial in the case getting over in the next one year.

Anna Hazare, anti-corruption crusader, began a fast-unto-death today, demanding that this bill, drafted by the civil society, be adopted..

Salient features of Jan Lokpal Bill:

1. An institution called LOKPAL at the centre and LOKAYUKTA in each state will be set up

2. Like Supreme Court and Election Commission, they will be completely independent of the governments. No minister or bureaucrat will be able to influence their investigations.

3. Cases against corrupt people will not linger on for years anymore: Investigations in any case will have to be completed in one year. Trial should be completed in next one year so that the corrupt politician, officer or judge is sent to jail within two years.

4. The loss that a corrupt person caused to the government will be recovered at the time of conviction.

5. How will it help a common citizen: If any work of any citizen is not done in prescribed time in any government office, Lokpal will impose financial penalty on guilty officers, which will be given as compensation to the complainant.

6. So, you could approach Lokpal if your ration card or passport or voter card is not being made or if police is not registering your case or any other work is not being done in prescribed time. Lokpal will have to get it done in a month's time. You could also report any case of corruption to Lokpal like ration being siphoned off, poor quality roads been constructed or panchayat funds being siphoned off. Lokpal will have to complete its investigations in a year, trial will be over in next one year and the guilty will go to jail within two years.

7. But won't the government appoint corrupt and weak people as Lokpal members? That won't be possible because its members will be selected by judges, citizens and constitutional authorities and not by politicians, through a completely transparent and participatory process.

8. What if some officer in Lokpal becomes corrupt? The entire functioning of Lokpal/ Lokayukta will be completely transparent. Any complaint against any officer of Lokpal shall be investigated and the officer dismissed within two months.

9. What will happen to existing anti-corruption agencies? CVC, departmental vigilance and anti-corruption branch of CBI will be merged into Lokpal. Lokpal will have complete powers and machinery to independently investigate and prosecute any officer, judge or politician.

10. It will be the duty of the Lokpal to provide protection to those who are being victimized for raising their voice against corruption.

Source-NDTV

Jai Hind

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There's a power against me, doing things "not in my favor" & its high time now. I am very upset frustrated & fed-up of all the politics around. Everything is crystal clear but i can't utter anything against the Forces.I am badly stuck. All i can do is, I apologize to the people who have grudges against me,who are not my well wishers & who really want to see my downfall,Please Be Kind..Its not the right time for you to hate me,I am also a son of God like you..Be with me & not against.Love can change the world..

Nothing much to say..

Or

I have a lot to say,but i can't .. because I shouldn't.

God Bless All.

GOODBYE 2010

2010 's coming to an end,Though there's still a day left but its all about 2011 now.

I wasn't able to post anything this month,quite busy actually these days,so APOLOGIES to those who opened my blog & were disappointed not to see a new post..hmmmmm

wooooo... its raining outside continuously since 10hours.. Chilling here. Sipping a cup of milk & enjoying gajrela(gajar ka halwa) makes my mood of writing this last post of 2010 & first of December 2010

The year 2010 was outrageously adventurous for me.. in positive & negative both the ways ..full of UPS & DOWNS.. It was actually as versatile as Sonu Nigam's Singing hehe, no am serious.. Now when i think about the whole year, i get goosebumps damn freaking times i had...experiences of lifetime. Well , i ll not exactly share the experiences but will try to portrait them in a different form.

COGNITIVE DISSONANCE - The Month January was full of tensions. Semester 5 Final Egg-jams, Jammu Going(HOLIDAYS) & the disappointment of Kailash Kher's Contest(cursing my luck) were the main HIGHLIGHTS(lol) of that month. Do check --> http://eshanishere.blogspot.com/2010/01/feeling-weird.html , I posted it in Jan'10.

MELODIC LINE- Started off with the new semester new subjects new teachers & new stage. Ya I went to Thappar University for fest & the result turnd out to b in my favour, It was a nice,very Happening Month for me :)

MELODIC PHRASE- I ll not write anything about this month here. Check this post--> http://eshanishere.blogspot.com/2010/03/memories.html

CLASSICALLY MILD - This Month was very normal, easy going & musically also good. I say thanks to my friend Ishan who introduced me to the Coke Studio Sessions :)

HELL-It was the worst time period of my life. Thanks to the people who were thr for me all the time. I thank them for this LIFE to me. :)

I wrote this poem (LOL) too at that time..Check this post--> http://eshanishere.blogspot.com/2010/05/nothing-personal.html

HEAVEN- It was beautiful in its own way. I visited Himachal too , for pics check

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=179720&id=527137886 :)

LIVELY - It was heavenly for me. Joined HCL as a trainee & I could really see the good times & To Add I Got MY LIFE :) My Dil Goes ummmmmmmmmmmmmmm.... ::BLUSH BLUSH::

AUGUST SEPTEMBER & OCTOBER were very goodie goodie...like happy days are here again :P

Movies, fun , trips, friends, food, hangouts, joking around, fooling around, new people, yes plus, new friends, happiness allover, AWESOMENESS :-)

LOADING- the month of November was clearly showing me that a real tough period ahead is under the process of loading. I was burdened the whole month.

STRUGGLE- battle going on here in my life.. its between me & me only. Worst december ever. No Explanations.

PEACE :-)

Hope to have a better 2011. :-)

I wish all of you to have a memorable New Year with all the good times & happiness at your doorsteps.

Prayers & Love

Esh!!

Wish to..

Hi guys how are you ALL doing? Hope all's well. Today i am gonna tell you about one of my passions which all of the readers are not aware of. Yes guys,you all know how big a music freak i am,but today i am gonna reveal my love for "camera".

Yesss, I love camera, love clicking, love taking shots, beauty, nature. I love to shoot , direct, click, edit, but since i have no background in all these hence am immature in this field too. I have a desire of making FILMS. Yes i wanna be a director too. Anyways thats too much for now, Let me concentrate on my B.Tech right now,which i've all screwed up :P

Though I wish to make a short film soon,(hopefully within the next 6months only) but right now i just have a few clicks of mine to show you. Do tell me your valuable comments. If you wanna see more of my clicks , feel free to visit this link

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=127636&id=26009916623

:-) & don't forget to comment. Your comments inspire me to WORK HARD. :-)

Much Love

esh!